Has there ever been one person in your life, who you thought you could trust with your life?
Who meant everything to you? Who was expected to be there for you, when you needed someone?
When you were all alone? And that person was supposed to be there; to talk to, to chill with, to argue with, to
wrestle around with? Have you ever had someone like that in your life? Yeah? I think everyone has. Someone
you love; someone you respect, and trust. Someone you look up to, above everyone else. And, what
would happen, do you think, if that person wasn't there for you? When you needed him? The one that
is supposed to make everything better. And he's not there. What happens? You wanna know what
happens? I know what happens. You loose all respect for that person. You loose your trust and faith
in everything he ever was. And, you know what? That is not the best feeling in the world. Not at
all. It hurts, actually. We were supposed to be tight. And you know what? We're not anymore.
You were supposed to be HERE FOR ME. When I NEEDED you. WHERE WERE YOU. Where have
you been, all these years?! You've not been here. You want nothing to do with me. You don't know
how bad that hurts; when you realize someone you love with your everything doesn't give half
a shit about you. And. I still love him. Does that even make sense? I still love him; I still want to
trust him, and I don't think I could ever loose all respect for him. I love him. Not because
I'm expected to. But, because, I want to.. And.. I miss him.. After all...
He is my
Wanna be boyfriend,
But she has him to herself,
Even though i like him alot.